The worst part
The worst part of having depression (in my opinion) it’s not that you feel shitty all the time It’s not the constant desire to kill yourself. Cut your guts. Stabbing you in the heart. Or jump off a bridge. The worst part is not even the random crying’s, or a day ruined because your mind just doesn’t work in the way it should. No. The worst is the memory loss. Your brain is so fuck up that just doesn’t retain a thing. And it gets worse when those memories are from or with people you love. People who you care about. Memories that are important to them and you just simply don’t remember anything. Because your depressed brain erases everything. And that only makes you feel even worse.